Feeling very bad
I’m longing for her
Her “Good Bye” disturbs me a lot

Once I decided the same
For my friend
Whom I loved a lot
But there too I decided it
Out my possessiveness

But here my friend decided it
Out of my irritating possessive

Yesterday I enjoyed her smile
By being at her side
And today I’m at her opposite side
I struggled to hide my tears in smile

My heart wants me
To see her eyes
But I forced hard to close my eyes
I think it is not wise
To look at the eyes
Which would drag me
And instates my cries

I think, God punishes me
For what I did
For my friend

And my friend doing this out her love
I Know as I did it for the same

But now I’m feeling the pain
On how it would pain
On hearing “Good byes”

Let me have this pain
As pain is in my vein.