Striving for perfection. Living off the satisfaction of my independence. I am a full functioning adult. Working and living in society. But still that is not enough to keep the bad thoughts away. Where do you learn wisdom? Find it through experience. I have lived a life that could **** many. I am living a life many wish they had. Still holding back while the anxiety sets in. Still holding back because of the lack of self esteem. Where do I grow from here?