i sometimes imagine
what would happen
if i jumped off this cliff.

would anyone cry?
would anyone care?
would you care?

i wonder how you
would react if i
ended it all.

i doubt you would
even give a glance,
since you left me
for her, why would
you care?  

though it hurts me
to remember that
day, when you told
me that it was all
just a game.  

just a game..
just a game.

so earning my
trust and taking
advantage of
me was just a
game?

i was just a
puppet for
you and your
silly 'games'?

you made me
a puppet, so
you could cut
all the strings
and throw me
away, just like
a rag doll?

i carefully lift
myself up and
walk toward the
edge.  

step by step,
i feel myself
fade away.

i feel myself
losing my
sanity as i
keep walking.

i take a deep
breath and
fall.  



you said you loved me

but it was all a game
                                    wasn't it.