Feelings. Such misunderstood things I feel so much when I'm with you. What kind of feelings? -I don't know? I cant explain things that I don't understand I recognize a few feelings like joy and fear and hope But there are a few feelings I am new to. Feelings that make me want to draw close to you even when I'm mad at you Feelings that allow me to be so happy I just laugh at the feeling As I look back on all the times we spend together I cant help but wonder Wonder the what-ifs What-if it ends. Then I am brought to feel sadness, nervousness, and self doubt Feelings they can be so misunderstood. Feelings they control my life. Because feelings are what I'm made of. Misunderstood.