Oct 2015
you sit across from me
and you try to rub your leg against my own like
we normally would do
but today I cannot look at you
I cannot speak to you
and I wish I didn't have to do this
because I miss you and
maybe I shouldn't miss you
but I do and I'm sorry.
I can't let this go on because I'm so scared that
I'll hurt you and that is the last thing I'd ever want to do.
So for now, I will let you go.
I'm so sorry.
and you try to rub your leg against my own like
we normally would do
but today I cannot look at you
I cannot speak to you
and I wish I didn't have to do this
because I miss you and
maybe I shouldn't miss you
but I do and I'm sorry.
I can't let this go on because I'm so scared that
I'll hurt you and that is the last thing I'd ever want to do.
So for now, I will let you go.
I'm so sorry.
God, I miss you B.
Maybe it doesn't even matter to you, but sitting across from you is so hard. You keep trying to get my attention...I'm sorry, I just don't want to hurt you.
Maybe it doesn't even matter to you, but sitting across from you is so hard. You keep trying to get my attention...I'm sorry, I just don't want to hurt you.
