A tiny mound of flesh, as harmless as the sparrow's egg forged out of love or lust the deed was done and so I came to be. In my pulsing cocoon I lay an unknown visitor devoid of sight, flight or fight. Soon my cocoon of shelter will change in readiness for my arrival and I am looking forward to my birthday as with ecstasy I long to gaze upon the faces of those whose ***** I was forged out of.
I hear voices and a gruff voice says "stigma" I wonder if it is my mother's name or my fathers'. Too many voices but it seems we are going to see the doctor. My infantile mind says that must be my father's name but why does Stigma and Doctor seem to me an unusual combination? Though I can't feel, each part of me fears this trip. Even though I am yet to meet these strangers I hear My little feet try to break the barrier between my world and theirs and yet my hands stay folded unwilling to stretch out and help.
I was forcefully ripped and torn apart hacked to pieces by one whose honorable name is engraved on a metal plate somewhere on a hospital door In my prime, gone before my time bud in flame, nipped in society's name A genius waiting to be unveiled turned voice of an aborted future. The deed that made me ashen cold now lies somewhere in a plastic bin, sent to a distant land by the hands of those who forged me never to return from my errand.
My passing was celebrated with two cups of tea and a smile of congratulation from Doctor to Stigma. Before my ears were gone, I heard them call me fetus and wish me a happy birthday. My name is Fetus, I am sixteen weeks old... How soon they forget me, their nameless, faceless, lifeless child. But a voice says to me, can a woman forget her ******* child that she should not have compassion on the child of her womb? Yes, they may forget, yet will I not forget you.