I'm still on the verge of tears. But only on the verge. I feel my sockets fill to the brim, but not one tear spills out. Can't I feel a rolling tear? Can't I feel it down my cheek, and taste it in the corner of my mouth? I want a stream to run down the bridge of my nose and watch them dangle at the tip. Like that time I scraped my knee, and you gave me hell for it. I just wonder why I can't cry.