Once or twice I believed that I have become i n sane. Overly o b s e s s I n g Trying to hard to fake that what I am doing is perfect. OBVIOUSLY Causes me to fail even worse. I am vain. From this I have made myself more INSECURE! I DONβT SLEEP ANYMORE I donβt like to be at home, But during the direst times for me to be away, Here I am, Stukc here. My body is suffering. Iβve been coughing up sllliiiiiiimmmmmmeeeeeeee. My teeth are F A L L I N G Out. I made many mistakes. Iβll probably never learn.