I feel like I need space I need some fresh air.  everything is just hitting me hard right now . All I want to do is let all my tears out. Pain & anger is what I'm holding in. Nobody's ever around when you need them. Hate feeling used. Nothing matters anymore, no one will ever understand. I try my best all the time to keep a smile on my face, but this time I just couldn't pretend anymore, a person can take but so much until you have nomore strength to hold it in anymore I know giving up isn't the right thing to do but at this point I have nothing else to keep my motivation going