I sit and i wait For someone once told me this was my fate The blood drips slowly I watch it fall, anxiously The blade I hold I can't be bold I slice though my skin once again And I pull my knees up to my chin My carpet is stained My life in vain The scars are a part of me For this is how I'll always be.
The blood runs dry as I sit and stare It's a cause from all the glares My world is lonely I walk the halls slowly The blades and drugs are not enough For this cigarette only burns so much The depressed life is extremely rough I wish my mom had a soft touch At home, it's yelling and screaming I sit in my room weeping My parents don't care I'm all alone