you're not even going to start smoking for a good reason* I feel less stressed out when I'm in pain the smoking doesn't cause direct pain I'll put it out on my arm that'll scar I'm not sure if I care. I might finally be able to balance the scar count is your ocd that bad? No then why the balance I feel better that way you won't feel better when you have throat cancer Eh maybe please don't do this to yourself I can at least try not to. No promises *fine