Come back to me you sweet, sweet boy. Reach out for my hand while the sun is shining like you used to when we were young. Look at me with those green, brown, brilliant eyes and try to hide your smile. Oh, that smile. So carefree, so perfect. Your crooked teeth aligned just right but you used to hide them behind your lips. Oh, those lips. Soft, smooth, strawberry. I taste it on my tongue, still.
Come back to me you stupid, stupid boy. Fall to your knees at my feet, beg for me. Just tell me you made a mistake, but now you want us our countless plans the future we dreamed of all of it, back. Ask my forgiveness over and over so I can savor the sound of those words. Reach out for my hand like you used to when we were young. Tempt me to take it hold it, never let it go. Watch me as I walk away from you this time.