I don't have
anything to
say to you that
I should
probably say

so we go on,
not speaking
for loss of
words and
lack of
guts

but what I do not say
that I should not
say
is that
you are everything I've
ever needed and
you don't even
know it.

And I know you
have no confidence-
Darling,
and I know you
think it's pity,
when I'm so nurturing
with you-
which is why
I'll never tell
you that
for the first time
I'm in love- truly
in love- the
agony,
pain,
desperation of
love-

it's with you!
and
you'll never
know because
I love you
too much
for you
to know

and it's just something
I cannot say.