last night, i lost myself in the darkest of the places in my mind which even my demons avoid i stepped in the alley and couldn't find my way back i ruined everything, turned it all into a wreck you tried to help me but i pulled you instead i am sorry my love, i didn't mean to hurt but i had no control, it just happened. look at me once and you'll see i am a ticking bomb, you deserve better than me this is my place, the dark hole in nowhere i can't let you live here along forever i am selfish and i don't want you to leave but you can't stay here, understand it please run away, run away before i drag you back run away and forget this awful place