they made me scream today and i didn't feel like myself, but it sure as hell felt like the right thing to do, almost like it has been scratching its way up my throat, trying to escape all the pain and suffering that is condensed inside my chest. I'm like a balloon ready to pop, and I'm simply just running out of the ability to hold these particles inside of me that just want to burst.
the medicine makes me calm and yet here i am, screaming at the top of my lungs