drinks like this cold numb the fingers; many a times i leave the house wishing for a poem like this one, culprit terse and all me in the night on the greenbelt fearless concerning death without seeking the sky; i mean i love terse poems like these with caterpillar sludge of the path erected to teach mathematics like so: god give me the shrubbery above and nothing but worm below... i want to be the imaginary blur of antagonism where life dictates all life with me being the continued tear jerker jack to abide by bullying; no! i want to etch twilights in the hallucinations of the night, dwarfing then expanding the nightly roulette of routes flamboyant with the shadow sharpening lost: first the fox eager to tell the route as scout, then i hooded with beer in hand not asking for directions asking for the dry wooing of his call. there i stood in a field in a foreign land and watched east darker than the west with the lighthouse rotondo - i prefer to roundabout i have me say; then sat on a pile of stone worth the blair witch project with cinematic heart attacks, and sipped a quiet breath to include carbon monoxide and the scenery of the blinking stiletto erections for the trail of tailing off elephants into the night; sooner the drunkard but sooner the pacific boa around the neck or the black sea boa and the man drowning; gays' gauge foremost loss of the piston in woman's favour to trip up **** in hetero pleasures asking direction from athens to tripoli. i was there, hoodless and armed with bare skin tattoos invisible but seen by polaroid goosebumps exposing, there, waiting to etch the bubbling freshness of a secondary twitch into flex but not circumflex of prayer or movement without motive other than prayer and abiding by ***** and priest talk. i took to the soil, i took to the grain, i took to the tomb, i took to the skeletal vain! i took to the soil, i took to the grain, i took to the tomb, i took to the ceremony of perfumed parting with a sneeze to make death laugh. and by god i laughed, mortally into the eternal! i bulged all life into the marrow and called it an artefact to be worth a **** instead of a whistle on that bony flute, with my breath believably less accommodating turning the haemoglobin dolphin into a champagne siren.