The email reads, “you mean the world to me I am the luckiest woman alive thank you for sharing this experience with me” I sit re-reading the words understanding the meaning but struggling to believe I am this man now – She looks at me with a soft smile and an excited twinkle checking this six foot five inch frame out a warmth fills me as I know she desires me …. the desire is mutual her delicate fingers caress my neck at the hairline sending a shiver through my body I sit amazed that after 13 years we can still share lovely moments like it was the first day –