I am one foot out the door,
one fools folly chasing more.
I am the *****
chasing explicit pleasures
strange acts of leisure.
I measure myself
when I feel like it
when I get excited.
I do what I want
not a reflection of others
or a perpetuation
of local infatuations.
Desire is fleeting,
fulfilled leaves me free to be
who I am or who I want to be.
It is the same you see,
so close to perfectly free.