the sporadic tension looming on shoulders the creeping panic which eats minds alive quick breaths, uneasy stances the knotted fists held to mouths afraid of the next vowels to slip plunge into midnight terrains at how waxy orange lamps pool on blank pavements and ridden sneakers scrape and drag with all the frightΒ Β the spilling of chilly freeze bites in pockets of air and crevasses deep inside the chest the flesh of bones travel where the feet may go, having a mind of its own the dew on each swaying grass blade glinting like jewels on your feet sitting on the cold concrete here I wait for the shout of your presence as you follow the tug of your dampened vigor watching your shadow slide across the blank howls of nightly ground and as the lines tangle in your hair and **** up that inner flare remember, its okay to let go and not to put everything within a timetable there doesn't have to be a label of our very own existence