The day you left me is still painfully vivid in my head.
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Every love song and sad song reminds me of you. Every single one.
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I think about the way you smile when you laugh. I think about it a lot.
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Do you ever think of me? Like really think of me?
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I watch and read a lot of things that will make me cry because I’m so sick of crying about you.
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You’ve been a part of my everyday thoughts for so long now. I don’t think I can shake you out of my head anymore.
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I’ve run out of reasons to forget you so now I’m just making up reasons to talk to you.
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I loved you too much. Sometimes I’m scared that I still do.
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You keep texting me for all the wrong reasons and in some twisted way, they seem right.
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I like to think that we “made love” that night, but god knows you just ****** me ‘cause you could.
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Stop messing with my head and just tell me how much I annoy you and how you don’t want me in your life unless I’ll ******* when you’re lonely. Just tell me these things over and over so that I can finally hate you and let go.
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You took me and you shook out all the fiery passion I had in me and I bet you used it to just light your **** cigarettes that don’t even give you buzzes anymore.
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One day you’re going to be belting out broadway tunes around the house that you bought with your wife and I can’t bear to think any further than that.