sky's grow dark, and inside my mind i see you, standing alone beside a light switch that could brighten my whole interior. except you don't touch it, in fact you ignore it. you dance circles around candles you don't have matches for, and lightbulbs that are already lit, expecting me to get up, walk over to you, and guide your fingers to my 'on' switch. but i can't, i am physically unable. every time you touch me its electric, whenever i feel you, its like you tease a small star inside me by dangling fire in front of it, promising to make it the brightest it's ever been, but you say you're lonely and never follow through.
a.m.
I ALWAYS THINK WHAT I WRITE IS MESSY AND IM SO SORRY. ive got messages about why i havent written much lately, so here's the first of many to be published.