At first. I wanted to be a doctor,6 years old imagining all the people I would help. Then I saw my mothers blood spewing out of her mouth and realized that I was not scared for her. I was just fascinated that my blood contained the same DNA of that coming out of her mouth, and now her nose
At first. I wanted a boyfriend so badly, coming into highschool and realizing that they were the latest trend. And then I was being pinned against a bed crying for friends who would never hear me. That never lasted long, but boys never do.
At first. I desperately wanted to love you, and then I saw how you cut human bodies and starve them so easily and don't feel and once of remorse.
At first. I thought god had given me the perfect body and mind to live out my days in, but now I'm thinking he will get it right next time.