We all have a different story. White male, sophomore says His father told him all **** should be shot on site So these words continue to constrict his neck like a noose Making it impossible for him to breathe Giving him no room to live Like the conversion camp he was sent to over and over again It leaves cuts that have yet to turn into scars.
We all have a different story. White female, junior tells How the emails kept popping up on her screen Like unwanted blemishes that she could scrape off One by one. Church members chastising her Because their favorite boy Had just been accused of thrusting the life out of her She is covered in "are you sure you weren't asking for it?" She's sure. Blood on her hands that spells out the word **** And she lathers her body Drowns herself in it Until an unassuming girl is able to be her life preserver But they still have to pretend to be "Just friends"
We all have a different story. Me? So used to hearing "You can't love both." So used to hearing "You can't even love yourself." Now I live in a world Where man, woman, no gender can love me Because I make myself too prickly to touch Whenever someone comes too close I turn into a cactus Because how could anyone possibly love someone Who has been taken advantage so many times That she cannot find it in her heart To make love to someone She has *** with them But there is no love But there is no passion at all.
We all have a different story. Being queer in an evangelical community Is like being raw meat In a dog house. They can smell you from a mile away Ready for the **** Do not stab your knife into me In the kindest way you can think of By telling me "I'll pray for you." Do not pour your poison into my body By saying "God loves the sinner but hates the sin." My existence is no accident My queerness is not my choice You wonder why so many Lesbian gay bisexual transgender questioning youth Abandon the church? It is not because of God It is because these congregations keep playing God This is the same **** story. Do you know how hard it is the find an accepting church community? It is a suicide mission As I walk into the congregation Arms open, eyes closed Waiting to be embraced Or shot on site.