how long can i last
at this rate
my seams will burst before too long
one week
two weeks
who knows?

the only thing honesty ever did was upset people
curl up into the fetal position and pretend you weren't thinking of their lips
didn't want to lean into them
and wrap your arms around their neck
and kiss them
of course you didn't

star eyes
heart eyes
sitting on someone's lap, legs shaking
it's dark

don't cry