I look her in the eye and say you are my muse my worst distraction.. i endure everything just to make you happy just your sight gives me hope to move on i know my words cannot be irrefutble but i know you dont feel the same i remember the days you told me "i love you...you are always in my mind you are in the deepest part in my heart i hope it was transparent for you to see how much i adore you" but she lied however their is still some hope "i did not lie i love you so much but......no! no! Dont say but atleast i know you love me.....