Loneliness is the darkest, most oppressive emotion that should never be suffered. It takes full control of your being and drains the life out of you. I've never thought of time alone as an evil endeavor. I used to enjoy contemplating my dreams and desires. But ever since I lost the man who created me, I haven't been the same, and it's the most minimal, almost subconscious. I often debate if that's even the reason. Crying is all that releases when left alone. I have a hole in me that can only be hidden with your love and affection. But now even with your presence I'm in solitude because your not the man I fell in love with anymore, and I'm vacant without you. Trapped. Lost. Abandoned. Forgotten. Isolated. Unwanted. Quarantined.