Unable to see people smile back because I do not give a smile. nobody ever cheers me because I do not extend cheer to anyone. can not receive an appreciation because I do not like to appreciate. often being ridiculed by others because I often ridicule most of them. no one helps me in my failures because I do not bother to extend help. trouble always gets in me because I often cause troubles to most people. emptiness fills my heart because I do not intent or open to become happy. none becomes my best friend because I do not stand by anyone at all. the people are ungrateful to me because I do not learn to be grateful. everyone seems rude to me because I myself acts rude to anyone. day after day nobody cares for me because I do not care either.