When the pain won’t go away…

Just want to think happy thoughts so I could fly back to Neverland.
Just want to run away where there’s no rage or pain in my heart.

"Coward,” you say?

Just want to escape…

Escape the pain, stop it from sinking to the very soul of my being.

That all I think about is to self distract.

If I stay and keep breathing, all I want to do is cry, go self pity, sleep and never come back.

Yes, sleep… that would be nice,

I’ll go to sleep, that way I wouldn’t feel the pain.

I’m going now to Neverland.

You take care of yourself and be happy.

Goodbye now…

~ RuNe