sitting in front of the television set watching an explicit movie and smoking the seventh cigarette you shout at your little kid to shut up and behave properly the bell rings "tell daddy is not home daddy is somewhere out and he also left his phone" the kids lies you smile now go to your bed it's getting late you shout again switching the channels the kids tries to resist instead he gets badly hit "relax he is still a child, how else will he learn?" with that you get back to the television.
years later you sit here alone wondering where did you go wrong.