Sickness and desire
Your heart is burning in the fire
Your disturbed soul dissolves
you face the problems no one can solve
The words you say are always dread
Spark the emotions you love to hate
Sadly it's me, I'm taking the bait
The dreaded lonely situation I face
I hate the way it feels, I hate its taste.
I can't wait to get home after a day of your ****
To watch the blood drain from my wrist
I love the way it feels as pain floods my body
My disturbed soul craves every bit
Now just leave me in frustration
Because Lately,
I’m Such a disgrace.