I am trying not to lose my faith in thee oh Lord, It has been very hard through my life, I have lost so many of the people I have loved, and You leave me here May I ask you what more is that in which you are trying to teach me?
I am not one for money, nor for wealth, I am not one for lust but I do ask ask for happiness and peace of mind to get through my life of hell.
I need to know what more I need to do so you will call me home to you oh Lord, I don't want to lose my faith in thee, so I ask you to show me the way back to thee. I ask that you humble me and turn me into the kind of person you would want me to be.