Once I use to go to Mass every Sunday morning gladly, it gave me strength and peace of mind, don't ask me why I have stopped going to Mass now, It does little or nothing for me now, Every Sunday I would get up, and get ready to go to Mass, It was every thing to me, but please don't ask me now why I stopped going to Mass it means nothing to me, I guess when you died, and I had to go alone, it started to mean nothing to me, as I could not stand going by myself and no one would want to accompany me. This is the reason why I stopped going to Mass because you are not with me. Mass once meant everything to me and now it means nothing to me like organized religion means nothing to me. Have I lost my faith, no I have not I have just loss the organized religion in me.