That's all I can feel right now
Not love or happiness,
But the unique blend of sorrow and anger
That comes with a heart that seems to be breaking
Just once, I'd love something else
Something other than the thought I'm a coward, scared of girls
Something besides words that should never have been spoken, the ones that cut to the core
Is this my reward for helping?
Multiple occasions of pain?
If that's what I get, why the ******* did I bother?
I'm sick of the insults that come from the same mouth that tells me they love me