You know what really scares me? I remember when I used to be okay with being alone. In fact I loved it because, I was always surrounded by people and, having a little bit of solitude was comforting. It gave me time to step back and reflect.

Now, being alone is one thing I hate more than anything in the world. I constantly surround myself with people because I hate being left alone with my thoughts.

Today is one of those days, it is the first time in so long that I have been alone for a prolonged period of time and it’s really difficult for me. I have too much on my mind and I am slowly breaking down.