I've been lying to myself all this time

All this time because I know you'll never be mine

This deceitful face in front of you I use

Feeding you with bunch of lies, I couldn't take if you I had to lose

Those three words I would always tell you everyday

Is the only truthful thing despite those lies just so you'd stay

I'm sorry, I promised myself, I wouldn't fall, I couldn't fall

I wouldn't fall for you, I can never break between us this unbreakable wall

Whenever you're gone, there would always be an empty feeling within me

But whenever you're here right beside me, Oh how my heart would warm up when you're the one I see

How easy for you, it would take no effort to make me smile

In return, I'd always be there for you even if I had to run a thousand miles

I just really hope that this deceitful face would never reveal

Would never reveal what my heart's been trying to conceal

I just can't help it no matter how hard I try to hide

I keep on falling for you but I can't because you'd leave my side

Please don't leave me when that time would arrive

When I was heartbroken and dead, you were the only one who kept me alive

Through bliss and sorrow, you were always there

But I'm forbidden to fall for you, life is so unfair

Though I know that this love will never be mutual

I still fall for you anyway, stupid heart of mine as usual

My face is a good liar, it deceives you and hinders my heart from trying

But if you ask me if I really love you and I tell you I don't, then again I'd be lying