First I was born Then I began to die (there's no way out) (and there never was) Nursing wounds Gangrene and obscene Promiscuous and unwanted I favor the blessing of the Black Mass Shrouded in the catastrophe of disillusionment For the first time in my life I’m disappointed in your crucifixion And all the reasons you said you did it for Antagonistic misanthropy in Maplethorpe grays Humanity cultivated arctic aspirations First I was born Then I found a way out First I was born (Then I found a way) (Away from you)