like a baby snail, scared I've closed myself in my shell all day, all night no dawn, no twilight I am waiting. the humble skeleton, my desire is laughing. noon. hunger overcomes it, but the taste of the damp earth, the salty-sour-sweet spices are no excitement anymore. so here we are on the Collines de Normandie my pain that cracks open my shell your absence that feeds my pain so what we are in the dying yellow grass a teardrop and an eye the blood and the knife you are flowing away and I drown in you