I always said that I could never fall for someone in one night But your eyes felt like home and I longed to be wanted I tried to hold on to the rush but it shattered in my grip The feelings i felt, weren't mine to be felt You dropped her like a bag of bricks you could no longer carry But I looked at your strong hands and didn't understand Falling in love became a reality when I hit the ground crying Trying to keep my breath hostage though it cries to be set free But I fear letting go of your subtle fragrance Flashbacks falling to the ground Blurred image of your hand grasping another that does not belong to me I always believed we were crafted so that only our hands fit Led to confusion by the way your hand warms my whole body The past can not be changed similar to the way a mind can not be fooled Hypnotized by first but all I want is seconds with you A second to sit in silence Stuck in rewind but I thirst to pause this moment I taste guilt but blood is thicker than water She was only a house and I felt a home within his skin My mind is consumed with thoughts of you Great decisions didn't come without a couple sips of regret Change has become my best friend And your worst will come before your best.