I wish i could extricate myself from this strange world
My standing does not hold an absolute meaning
I search for one to justify my presence
Only to realise that there is no permanent other
Because ideals would shift by day  
I have always hoped for a better day
Only to realise that there is no better day than today
I took words to heart
Only to realise that they would be lost in a fleeting moment
Seize the day they say
How am to I to brace myself for the unknown