Trying to forget Hiding from my past Packing it down deep within Stumbling from the weight I 'm carrying Looking for answers In all the wrong places Searching for guidance And acceptance of myself The mirror lies I'm not fine I just look like it Is that what people see A shell of what I should be Can't they see beyond that And help me I'm sinking fast Only one finger up Above quick sand Help before I go under Never to be seen again Giving up all my chances To correct my wrongs And be forced to except My unfortunate end Last chance Pleading Help me if you can