I live in that tiny margin between the haves and the homeless. It makes an interesting but precarious life. There is no room for error. A bad tooth, a dead car and things can fall apart. But you learn to trust your luck and wits. It is like a long range wartime patrol where any surprises will be bad. Even so I like it: want little, need little, be happy. Poetry and a great fat cat. When I make it to my next social insecurity check with more than five dollars remaining in my account I am joyous. There are far worse endings. Just an old monk from the last century trying to survive a while longer yet in this strange new one, just breathing until I'm not anymore.