You deserve pain
But all you get is pleasure
It only brings you pain
Because you know you don't deserve better
Your life is lie
A treacherous scandal
You don't have anyone to grip
Nothing to help you handle
You can charm your way in and out of any situation
Make anyone fall under your devious temptation
Your mind is full of memories
You wish you didn't make
You wish you changed your life
Wish you didn't become such a fake
Your drugs are your life
Its what you've become
Nothing more than lifeless
Nothing more than numb
But on the outside
You appear normal
And in your state of mind,its nothing paranormal
And deep in your soul, the truth of who you are
You know what you have done
And nothing now
Can change what you've become
Behind who people think you are
Your nothing but a loser
A man that could have been
What many never get to be