Every thought returns with a vengeance Aimed at me with torture on its tongue Roaming from one extreme to another Determined to knock me out into a state of apathy It builds and it builds until it topples my mind Vines wrap sticky thorns into each wound Vengeance shines with all its glory It rips happiness apart at all seams A fridge abyss drowns my mind Filling and filling until it spreads it ugly Stricken with hatred and rage I'm locked in only to battle the ugly The ugly that's forced upon me Heavy like bricks It picks away destroying the best within I become what I don't want to be Hideous with resentment and pity No one could love a face with such ugly