Light bleeds through red curtains painting the brown walls a muddy shade of maroon like dried blood on concrete Sticky and hazy The whooshing movement of fan blades fill in the would be silence Tugging air with dull blades rapid and quick similar to the staccato of a heart beat Wubbing its low hum sound the t.v static of a mundane morning Sunday's have never held much meaning Other than the once suffocating stuffiness of a dusty church bench Listening to hell fire and brimstone in a place that smelled like death and hand sanitizer Where children are paraded like prized cattle in front of relatives Valued for their would be talents and their potential to redeem their parents mishaps No this day was greeted with the smell of *** and the taste of syrup still lingering in the dry parts of the mouth Legs tired from walking and stumbling at the bar Eyes still wearing the specter of blue eye shadow Lips the muted color of sin No Sundays are special kind of sacred