the smile that comes after saying something that is so genuinely unique and true to you so that no one can ever attack it try as they may they will never erase it or take away the joy it feels to know it to be 100% true. Even if the entire world was a farse that would still be true regardless. Even if tomorrow I died I would have understood, I would have understood myself. In this way regardless. The smile that comes after a poem when it is so absolutely true to feel no shame behind it so that it cures even the worst of my indiscretions. So that each moment becomes separate and stagnant individual and without the power to see into the future I become liberated for I am not God, nor do I want the ability to see everything so that I lose all control, as powerful as I'd be because The smile that comes after a poem in the truth of it Is enough for me.