No beauty within. Nothing less than a jealous vitality. Wanting to be sufficient. Soon to be omitted. Inattentive remarks straining a clasp on my optimism. I fought for this sanctity, yet all i recieve is insufficiency. Why do i require to fulfill others perceptions, when i established my center point, my high. Should it bring trouble to others? Shall i yearn to keep them content? Thier wondering eyes demand to be settled on themselves. While i propose to live the way i desire not them.