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Jon Tobias
Poems
Oct 2011
This is How I Pray
Inside of my throat there is this place I call church
This is how I pray
Through repetition
Of awkward self destruction
The beer in my belly
Bulging with pendulous weight
Adds momentum for fists to strike
Strike walls
Strike steering wheels
Strike faces in bouts of anger
I get lost most days
Inside of my head
And I pray
This is how I pray
On my knees
Inside of a tub
While water washes over me
The steam mixes with my sweat
And takes it away
I donβt believe in god
But I know
With all my heart
That if I did not come from something sacred
Then I could not tell you I love you
And mean it
This is how I pray
With knives in bellies
Cutting out psalms
They look like
Gnarled black tumors
Humming contently
And fade like
Lip shushed fingertips
Begging for the quiet
Listen
This is my church
And this is how I pray
You are welcome to stay
Mostly because I am not fit to judge anyone
I just want you to know
That sacred feels like skin
Draped over bone
Looking like a sad science project
And itβs the closest thing to perfect
Any of us will ever get
Written by
Jon Tobias
San Diego
(San Diego)
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