I'll be the old lady with a bunch of grand babies. I'll be the old lady who wants a young man because in all honesty that's how my mother is. Mother like daughter. I'll be the old lady the younger children spread rumors about. I'll laugh at em. I'll be the old lady who becomes senile and yells at the nurse saying where are my cigs? Theyll probably make me quit. But when I think about all this ****, it makes me smile. Life sounds more exhilarating then it does now.