Let me be confident. Let me remember names. Let me be the best mother I can be. Let me be the wife my husband married a year ago. Let me write my words out on paper and not over think things. Let me show my son the right path. The path to a world that will make him happy, sad, angry, bitter, better, and stronger. Let me forgive those who have hurt me. And keep those that have never hurt me safe. Let me believe in something. And stop being so **** cynical. I need to be everything that I can and want to be. Please Amanda allow yourself to be what you don't want to be out of anything else in the world. Please let me be vulnerable.