I feel your pain
because I want to
I watch from the outside
and then I bring it inside.


I think people are
playing god
which is ironic because
I don't believe in god
or people.


Sipping hot apple tea
and I burnt my tongue
and it hurts
but not nearly as much as you
so I embrace it.


Please help me forget
you.
I see little bits of you in everyone;
your crooked smile
loose curls
boyish laugh
and I hate you.


You know that I love
you
though.
Disregard everything I said
if it means
we can talk again.


Everyone walks by
not noticing
or noticing wrong
and I
am noticing
everything.